Hello, my little night readers ( I am saying this cause… oh well, it’s past midnight). Here I am, once again, trying to kick ideas out of my head. I guess the topic for this post will be “no topic at all”, since I want to write but inspiration has a funny way of proving that “art” isn’t like a popcorn bag ( you know, 3 minutes, microwaves, bla ). Ok, I’ve got four lines so far, so I might just add a few extra words to have this 5th line ( couldn’t hurt ) …. Lots of () today. Ok. I will stop that.
So, as you already know, I am now living in Rome. This makes me both happy and sad, cause I left a lot of things behind for a so-called brighter future. The thing about changing your life is that you don’t know what to expect. Expectations bring disappointment, disappointment brings depression, and depression stops you from evolving. I think what I’m trying to say is that you have to be a hell of a strong person to find the courage to proceed. The curious thing about me writing this post is that I am not upset, I simply chase facts as a grown up. I know there has to be something out there for me and if that takes time… oh well, I am 22 (ok, fine, soon to be 23 ) so time is pretty much everything I’ve got right now 🙂 .
This isn’t a page of a lame diary, as it may sound. I am hoping to encourage other hopeless bastards as well, not just myself. I want to encourage my beloved friends, not to feel down anymore. I love you guys, and I am waiting for you to visit ASAP. I want to encourage my mother by letting her know I can still make things happen and even though I’ve changed my ways over the years, I still have the same dreams for myself, and I still want to accomplish them. I want to inspire a generation, and let you guys know that mistakes can stop from being a pattern ( hell, I should know ), if anything, mistakes should be the cause for changing your lives. My mistakes brought me here ( one of them being trusting people too much ) so I know all about it. It’s not easy, otherwise we’d all be warriors, bankers, astronauts, doctors and some of us even princes or other royal stuff. All I’m saying is… if you are in doubt, maybe you should reconsider preeeetty much everything and start acting in such a way, that you’ll feel happier about waking up in the morning. Oh my, I guess I really had a topic after all.